30 Days of Thankfulness: Day 21
Day 21: Disappointment/Fear
This is something strange to be thankful for. I guess I would have to say that I am most thankful for my fears about my children. When I was at my lowest in my early cancer treatment, it was the thought of my children that got me to choke down food when I just kept gagging. I thought of them as I lost my hair to radiation. I am afraid of leaving my kids. I am afraid of the idea of Max never having any memories of me. I fight the hardest for my own life because of my children.
