complete and total carb addict. There. I said it. It’s out in the open for all to read and know. I say this because I have been having a huge problem controlling my urges. If you follow me on MyFitnessPal… you will notice I haven’t posted anything in a few weeks. It’s embarrassing. And a little confusing for me. I have to wonder if this is maybe a small taste of what a drug addict or gambling addict feel. I get an urge for cookies, chocolate, ice cream, etc. and it will not go away. It is all I can think about and obsess over. Until I stuff my face full of shame. Then, I feel terrible. I’ve tried drinking water instead. Having an orange or banana (yes, I know bananas are full of carbs, but they are better for me than ice cream) only helps a little. So, I need help. I am asking my local friends to slap that scone out of my hand and my online friends to keep reminding me to do well. If you like, you can follow me on MyFitnessPal (username ravyneclipse) or I will do better about connecting up with my Facebook Page. Heck. Go ahead and Tweet me @runningmom1024.
I had been doing an awesome job and lost a bit of weight in the span of about 2 weeks (6 lbs). I’m not sure what happened that caused me to just fall off the healthy wagon. Whatever the cause, I need to scramble back on. I felt sooo good during that time. Now I feel awful. So, back to the gym, back to C25K, back to MyFitnessPal, back to menus, and daily exercising.
On a somewhat related note, my body has rebelled against me. I firmly believe it is because I have not kept up with my exercise regimen. I hurt my shoulder over a week ago. I can hardly lean over the tub to wash my kids. It is slowly getting better, but dang it hurts. Even sitting here at the computer is a little bit of torture.
So yes, I desperately need to do the right and healthy thing for myself. And because I still want to look great for my Boston Trip in August. I’ve thought of this as Project Boston, but I don’t want to stop after my Boston trip. Maybe Project Libby would be better.